Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i dun understand why you have to be so cruel to me.
every single time i go to your blog i wanna cry.
i know its impossible.
but could you at least let me harbour a small hope to cling on to?
i dun even think you know who i'm talking about.
but i want to cry.
and let the tears fall.
but i need to be strong.
why do you have to be like that to me?
i'm damn sad after visiting blogs.
ok my mummy says i'm not supposed to use "damn"
cos its bad.
and its rude.
and its not ladylike.
but the point is that even if i'm ladylike,
its not gonna change the damn truth.
(ok there was a whole lot of swearing here, but i've kinda cleared it on second thought)
i'm sorry for being insensitive and writing this on my blog.
but i really feel inferior with what every body is saying.
and i know all of my dearest friends dun think that way,
and i thank you guys for this.
but the point is that whatever i do,
i dun do anything correctly.
and i'm suuper stressed.
in front of my mum,
i'm this damn good girl.
in front of my critics,
i'm this damn lousy person.
in front of my chinese teacher,
i suck in chinese.
in front of my chinese tuition teacher,
i'm damn good in chinese.
trying to bridge the 2 worlds together.
trying to be ME.
and i agree with you totally lanxin:
best friends come from outside school.
normal friends come from inside school.
but not forgetting,
my DARLING SECTIONMATES ROCK!
to get me high again,
i shall write the people i love and are close to me.
from 2P,
thelanxin- fellow crappist. band mate! ex-number gang.
natkoh! -fellow crappist, science partner and homec wrecker. *grins*
ellyn - earrings creator! and fellow crappist
sara yang!-funny behind table partner. and my main influence for being bimbo.
jiehui - behind table partner! same clique.
yaoying - fellow volcano that explodes easily *grins*
sherilyn - band mate! ex-number gana member. HOHOs.
plus plus plus.
from BAND,
huijun! -darling senior.
madeline! -darling senior.
livia- best section mate!
hasia- section mate!
athirah- long arms long legs long body!
sheriel - percussionist!
amirah -tubist!
sherilyn tan - clarinetist!
cathlin -fellow spiderwebber!
plusplus plus.
HAHAHAHHA.
i feel so much better!
STILL GOT HORH!
jus that i dun have time now.
love ya guys!
OH OH OH.
tmr is chinese exam.
i got NEW formula to study hoh!
zong he tian kong-lucky guess.
probability of getting full marks is
(1/4)to the pwr of 10.
li jie ce yanguess again.
probability of getting full marks.
(1/4)to the power of 4= 1/(64x4)
li jie wen da- think how Eunice will answer.
then most likely correct.
i did that for the last few ke tang zuo ye.
not bad leh.
exc all the jie shi ti,
i got full marks for the rest!
loves!
zuo wen- aiya. write like crap like how i wrote the last compo bout ellyn.
got 36/50
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
throw in all the cheng yu you know.
ying yong wen- do si han.
gong han too hard liao.
my language not formal enough sia.
ok.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
disclaimer:
this is CRAP.
you follow it and you fail,
not my problem HOH.
ok i'm high again.
goodie.
loves,
junying
every single time i go to your blog i wanna cry.
i know its impossible.
but could you at least let me harbour a small hope to cling on to?
i dun even think you know who i'm talking about.
but i want to cry.
and let the tears fall.
but i need to be strong.
why do you have to be like that to me?
i'm damn sad after visiting blogs.
ok my mummy says i'm not supposed to use "damn"
cos its bad.
and its rude.
and its not ladylike.
but the point is that even if i'm ladylike,
its not gonna change the damn truth.
(ok there was a whole lot of swearing here, but i've kinda cleared it on second thought)
i'm sorry for being insensitive and writing this on my blog.
but i really feel inferior with what every body is saying.
and i know all of my dearest friends dun think that way,
and i thank you guys for this.
but the point is that whatever i do,
i dun do anything correctly.
and i'm suuper stressed.
in front of my mum,
i'm this damn good girl.
in front of my critics,
i'm this damn lousy person.
in front of my chinese teacher,
i suck in chinese.
in front of my chinese tuition teacher,
i'm damn good in chinese.
trying to bridge the 2 worlds together.
trying to be ME.
and i agree with you totally lanxin:
best friends come from outside school.
normal friends come from inside school.
but not forgetting,
my DARLING SECTIONMATES ROCK!
to get me high again,
i shall write the people i love and are close to me.
from 2P,
thelanxin- fellow crappist. band mate! ex-number gang.
natkoh! -fellow crappist, science partner and homec wrecker. *grins*
ellyn - earrings creator! and fellow crappist
sara yang!-funny behind table partner. and my main influence for being bimbo.
jiehui - behind table partner! same clique.
yaoying - fellow volcano that explodes easily *grins*
sherilyn - band mate! ex-number gana member. HOHOs.
plus plus plus.
from BAND,
huijun! -darling senior.
madeline! -darling senior.
livia- best section mate!
hasia- section mate!
athirah- long arms long legs long body!
sheriel - percussionist!
amirah -tubist!
sherilyn tan - clarinetist!
cathlin -fellow spiderwebber!
plusplus plus.
HAHAHAHHA.
i feel so much better!
STILL GOT HORH!
jus that i dun have time now.
love ya guys!
OH OH OH.
tmr is chinese exam.
i got NEW formula to study hoh!
zong he tian kong-lucky guess.
probability of getting full marks is
(1/4)to the pwr of 10.
li jie ce yanguess again.
probability of getting full marks.
(1/4)to the power of 4= 1/(64x4)
li jie wen da- think how Eunice will answer.
then most likely correct.
i did that for the last few ke tang zuo ye.
not bad leh.
exc all the jie shi ti,
i got full marks for the rest!
loves!
zuo wen- aiya. write like crap like how i wrote the last compo bout ellyn.
got 36/50
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
throw in all the cheng yu you know.
ying yong wen- do si han.
gong han too hard liao.
my language not formal enough sia.
ok.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
disclaimer:
this is CRAP.
you follow it and you fail,
not my problem HOH.
ok i'm high again.
goodie.
loves,
junying
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9/26/2007
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