Wednesday, November 22, 2006
to: gerald n co. frm victoria
(gerald,zhaoqiang,jovan,octave.....)
i can't believe i trusted u.
or rather u guys.
not just one of u. everybody.
u r 15 u noe. not some 10 yr old kid.
ya sure. i'm sorry i scolded u la.
i noe tt i shud not hav like said tt u bet ur underwear,
or scolded the guy for taking the tcher's pouch.
but still, even if i'm at fault, u shud not hav like hurt others.
u noe how upset she is bcos of u guys?
saying tt she's ur gf doesn help lor.
she's v v v upset.
i tot when u helped us carry the luggage up the bus
u were like sweeter than expected.
i tot when u like talked to us so freely,
maybe u were nice ppl.
but still u definitely hav failed.
calling ppl machine gun is not smth to be happy about. seriously.
n right in front of ur "machine gun" u were laughing.
ppl's hearts won't break is it?
u think ppl won't understand what u're saying.
u laughed until i had no appetite to eat anymore.
it broke.
u say i hav been bullying u in class?
who has been the one tt bullied others?
us or u guys?
saying,"vuck u" to me was not tt bad.
but laughing? gloating?
right in front of me?
u think i hav no feelings ah?
u think since i'm ur "machine gun",
i dun hav a heart?
i may seem like those tt only can scold u guys la,
but its just tt i really like think highly of u guys la.
i dun need a massage for my mouth u short n pathetic guy.
if i like talking to u, i'm v nice alr lor.
n then u just blabber everything.
everything to those ppl.
if those girls like playing with u,
it means tt u're v nice.
y did u hav to give such a sour face to them.
it was not my fault they found ur picture ugly n funny.
it was not my fault they called u "da ya'r li".
its a nice name compared to the one u gave me rite?
"machine gun".
sheesh.
6yrs time u're gonna be adults lor.
its a v short time.
u're supposed to be mature at 15.
wat mature?
u behave like 10 yr old immature kids.
grow up.
u can fool around smtimes, but be serious.
u hurt ppl ok.
i can tell u one thing:
my impression of u has gone down.
i tot ur sch was a gd school. seriously.
but it just drained out.
i think ur sch sucks.
sucks.
sucks.
i hate u!
i still rmb, when i first saw machine gun,
u asked me if i ever wondered who machine gun was.
i knew it was me u noe.
i knew u guys disliked me.
but honestly, couldn't u not keep laughing at me???
i was gonna cry u noe.
but of course. u dunno.
bcos u r in sensitive.
INSENSITIVE AH.
thw whole lot of u.
stupid short guy.
i hate u.
junying(me alone. dun blame the rest)
(gerald,zhaoqiang,jovan,octave.....)
i can't believe i trusted u.
or rather u guys.
not just one of u. everybody.
u r 15 u noe. not some 10 yr old kid.
ya sure. i'm sorry i scolded u la.
i noe tt i shud not hav like said tt u bet ur underwear,
or scolded the guy for taking the tcher's pouch.
but still, even if i'm at fault, u shud not hav like hurt others.
u noe how upset she is bcos of u guys?
saying tt she's ur gf doesn help lor.
she's v v v upset.
i tot when u helped us carry the luggage up the bus
u were like sweeter than expected.
i tot when u like talked to us so freely,
maybe u were nice ppl.
but still u definitely hav failed.
calling ppl machine gun is not smth to be happy about. seriously.
n right in front of ur "machine gun" u were laughing.
ppl's hearts won't break is it?
u think ppl won't understand what u're saying.
u laughed until i had no appetite to eat anymore.
it broke.
u say i hav been bullying u in class?
who has been the one tt bullied others?
us or u guys?
saying,"vuck u" to me was not tt bad.
but laughing? gloating?
right in front of me?
u think i hav no feelings ah?
u think since i'm ur "machine gun",
i dun hav a heart?
i may seem like those tt only can scold u guys la,
but its just tt i really like think highly of u guys la.
i dun need a massage for my mouth u short n pathetic guy.
if i like talking to u, i'm v nice alr lor.
n then u just blabber everything.
everything to those ppl.
if those girls like playing with u,
it means tt u're v nice.
y did u hav to give such a sour face to them.
it was not my fault they found ur picture ugly n funny.
it was not my fault they called u "da ya'r li".
its a nice name compared to the one u gave me rite?
"machine gun".
sheesh.
6yrs time u're gonna be adults lor.
its a v short time.
u're supposed to be mature at 15.
wat mature?
u behave like 10 yr old immature kids.
grow up.
u can fool around smtimes, but be serious.
u hurt ppl ok.
i can tell u one thing:
my impression of u has gone down.
i tot ur sch was a gd school. seriously.
but it just drained out.
i think ur sch sucks.
sucks.
sucks.
i hate u!
i still rmb, when i first saw machine gun,
u asked me if i ever wondered who machine gun was.
i knew it was me u noe.
i knew u guys disliked me.
but honestly, couldn't u not keep laughing at me???
i was gonna cry u noe.
but of course. u dunno.
bcos u r in sensitive.
INSENSITIVE AH.
thw whole lot of u.
stupid short guy.
i hate u.
junying(me alone. dun blame the rest)
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11/22/2006
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words