Sunday, July 09, 2006
on fri night
b4 sleeping
suddenly memories all flood back to me
memories frm the start of the yr
memories i had forgotten
memories i put away for new ones
memories b4 i started idolising numbers
1st one-
1st time getting into band.
i was so extremely frightened
+ it was the first time knowing new seniors
n new frens
i didn like ms wan rite frm the start:P
2nd memory-
the day tt they gave out the instru
i didn come on the actual day
so since they said during fall-in
"those tt haven't take instru go find us later"
so i went to look for them-siying n peiting(mind u i hadn't started idolising them yet)
i was shivering my way thru
so siying let me try the mouthpieces- ALL the leaders staring at me
n in the end the only sound tt could come out was double reed mouthpieces n sax mouthpiece
so i went to basson section first
but den mr ong came n asked me if i had piano background,
n i said (rather enthusiastically) "grade 3"
den aft tt,
he shifted me to sax section
y? cos he said bassoon was to ex, so sax is cheaper.
i was quite blur den
so siying took me to the storerm to take my instru,
den to the toilet to wash my mouth piece
she let me try blowing thru the mouth piece
i told her i sounded like a carhorn
n she told me it was alright(i think my face was red then)
3rd flashback-
first drill session
siying taught the sec1 how to fall in n out
den at tt time we still didn noe how to mark attendence
n i rmb she said "everytime i say ur name, got no ans, but den when i look up, u smile at me."
n cos i was too soft n my leg wasn't 90degrees up(still isn't)
she made me do MANYMANY TIMES
but she made baolin do more i think
4th time-
learning kekanan buseng ,kekiri buseng(if i spell wrong sry:P)
lanxin was shouting the commands for celeste, joey, sheri n i( n herself la)
then we were like "kekanan buseng!" all of us turned right,
then "kekiri buseng!" then all of turn left.
like tt all the way up the slope btw the chinese n jap gardens
ALL the sec1s were staring at this mad grp of ppl
sm told siying
but she said "they want to be mad then let them lor"
i think this situation really bonded us together:P
5th time-
starting to play the saxes
at tt time i really didn noe how to play a single bit
den immediately first day sec1 sectionals alr
den my first impression of livia
was "this mad girl hu loves kenny g."
these memories smhow came at the right moment
when i was feeling down tt the leaders were stepping down soon
n den these memories reminded me of how life was b4 i started idolising anybody-so free n easy
i now am willing to c them graduate frm cedar without letting down tears (though of course i still might freak out)
b4 sleeping
suddenly memories all flood back to me
memories frm the start of the yr
memories i had forgotten
memories i put away for new ones
memories b4 i started idolising numbers
1st one-
1st time getting into band.
i was so extremely frightened
+ it was the first time knowing new seniors
n new frens
i didn like ms wan rite frm the start:P
2nd memory-
the day tt they gave out the instru
i didn come on the actual day
so since they said during fall-in
"those tt haven't take instru go find us later"
so i went to look for them-siying n peiting(mind u i hadn't started idolising them yet)
i was shivering my way thru
so siying let me try the mouthpieces- ALL the leaders staring at me
n in the end the only sound tt could come out was double reed mouthpieces n sax mouthpiece
so i went to basson section first
but den mr ong came n asked me if i had piano background,
n i said (rather enthusiastically) "grade 3"
den aft tt,
he shifted me to sax section
y? cos he said bassoon was to ex, so sax is cheaper.
i was quite blur den
so siying took me to the storerm to take my instru,
den to the toilet to wash my mouth piece
she let me try blowing thru the mouth piece
i told her i sounded like a carhorn
n she told me it was alright(i think my face was red then)
3rd flashback-
first drill session
siying taught the sec1 how to fall in n out
den at tt time we still didn noe how to mark attendence
n i rmb she said "everytime i say ur name, got no ans, but den when i look up, u smile at me."
n cos i was too soft n my leg wasn't 90degrees up(still isn't)
she made me do MANYMANY TIMES
but she made baolin do more i think
4th time-
learning kekanan buseng ,kekiri buseng(if i spell wrong sry:P)
lanxin was shouting the commands for celeste, joey, sheri n i( n herself la)
then we were like "kekanan buseng!" all of us turned right,
then "kekiri buseng!" then all of turn left.
like tt all the way up the slope btw the chinese n jap gardens
ALL the sec1s were staring at this mad grp of ppl
sm told siying
but she said "they want to be mad then let them lor"
i think this situation really bonded us together:P
5th time-
starting to play the saxes
at tt time i really didn noe how to play a single bit
den immediately first day sec1 sectionals alr
den my first impression of livia
was "this mad girl hu loves kenny g."
these memories smhow came at the right moment
when i was feeling down tt the leaders were stepping down soon
n den these memories reminded me of how life was b4 i started idolising anybody-so free n easy
i now am willing to c them graduate frm cedar without letting down tears (though of course i still might freak out)
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 7/09/2006
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