Saturday, October 13, 2007

hmm.
i guess marks are the major topic HUH.
marks..........
good news:
top in science
top in history.

bad news:
not top in maths(SORRY I SCREWED IT.)
chinese is c5-____-
english is b4-____-
geog and lit pulled down my average
lit is horrid.(if mrs lam hadn given so high i would have FLUNKED)

ya.
top in 2 subj,
and sucked in the rest.
amazing.
my science and maths got the same marks(AGAIN!)
good for science,
but horrid for maths.

you have to admit that i TRIED.
tried but failed.

dammit.
iwishformore.

iwishformore
EVERYTHING.

hmmm.
i shall list from good to bad then.
(in terms of subj grades)
history(a1)
science & maths(a1)
geography(b3)
english(b4)
literature(b4)
chinese(c5)[hmm:X]
improvements and deprovements(if there's such a word)
i almost cried for chinese.
try so hard also never get beyond C's.
dammit.

haiis.
luckily maths and science are good.
all the more reason to drop lit geog .
i suck in humanities(i spelled it out cos it was "humans".)

suddenly miss 2P.
its not like i hate the class.
its just that i never felt we had much class spirit.
yea.
hmm.
but times like frankenstein play i will never forget.
bonded by a common mission and goal.

wish you guys luck in getting into your streams(:
loveyaaaa.(:

love,
junying

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10/13/2007
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
so happy lehhx.
cookies and brownies ROCK.
livia came over today to teach me to bake!!!
bibi helped too!
bakingg!!!
yea the brownies and the cookies turned out GREAT!
HAhedee!!
so happy !!!!!!
but i very scared of baking alone...:X
NEVERMIND. must TRY.

oh oh. in Vote For Larry,
(another one of my marathon of books),
the bad guy was called timothy.
talk about being the same bad guy in reality and virtual worlds.
true, true.
mirroring reality is the virtual world.
ok thats gonna be my msn nick soon.

oh guess what,
the best gift the band can give is:
the first band prac on MY BIRTHDAY.
ya gotta be kiddinnn'
this is GREAT.
no really. sense sarcasm.
UGH.
if there was a time i REALLY wanted to pon.
its THIS.
oh MANN.

oh my phone rang twice in the library.
-____-
so ma lu!!!!
UGH.
one from eunice, and the other from livia.
pretty much can be summarised into one word: shocking.
its like,
normally people dun even call me?
and in less than 15min, 2 peeps do...
mygoodieness.

oh my daddy wants to enroll me in a pranic healing course.
i'm actually pretty keen.
quote from azilah
"i wanted to do something like that... can understand my father more"
yea... dun think she rmb saying that...
but it somehow remained in my mind...
the connotations of that sentence...
so i wanna take up pranic healing to understand more about my parents.
yupp.

ok enough.
exams finally over for MOST peeps.
(good).

tmr gettin back results
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very nervous....
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if i dun do well, then cannot get into trip science.
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UGH!
I CAN DO THIS!
very scared.
i can get a1!!!!!!
i can i can i can i can.
NOT.(my other personality)
ughhhhhhhh!

i need LUCK.

love,
junying<3

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10/10/2007
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Monday, October 08, 2007

today was
ELLYN and MY birthday celebrations!!!
oleh!!!
ya so it was shopping @ vivo first.
saw LOADDSA earrings i want!!!
but waayyyee expensive...
SHEESH.
that didn stop sara from buying...
(why she's a shopping girl)
the heartshaped ones were nice.
ellyn got sick of me saying,
" omg i like this earring!"
"omg i like this bag!"
LOL.
wei wei wei... i long time never go shopping ler understand...
ya so we around the shop next to forever 21,
(people got memory prob understand...),
when jiehui gathered everyone around,
exc ellyn and i,
and they were discussing our treat.
-____-
can hear their voices, but cannot hear what they discuss.
OMG i SO like the accessories man.
esp chomel.
i'm crazy over chomel.
mann mann mannn...
i should calm down.
in the end also never buy -____-
so suddenly jiehui, natasha and sharyl disappeared,
and only sara, shuek chian and chunyi were around.
so we went to other shops like diva when nat called me...
they were at ben and jerrys
(cos ellyn and i forced them to treat us)
ya so we went.
jiehui: "we have decided on your birthday trip,
but you've gotta pay yourself."
wow jiehui... WHAT a TREAT(:
we have to pay on our own.

so the trip was to go to sentosa(wth!)
which WAS pretty exciting.
ya so we took the monorail thing,
that jiehui couldn find
(yar some more its next to the place her parents bring her and her bros to eat every sat),
and we boarded it(it costs 3 bucks).
SO SLOW! then shuek chian had the lame joke of derelict land(:

we got off at imbiah(what a name) and set off.
it was drizzling a little and we started the climb to dunno where.
ya so we climbed till this opening which said
"cine blast"
we wanted to go(nah this wasn the treat)
but it cost 16bucks.
SHEESH!
and it only lasted 15min -_____-
they've gotta be kiddin to buy me over.
so we quit and jiehui asked the ticket booth peeps where *our treat* was.
ya some more climbing just that less...
and we were there!
at first i was so much more interested in the skyride than the luge,
but after doing the luge OMG!!!!
i wanna do it again.
and again!!!
and again!!!!!
then i was thinking: this must be how eunice they'all feel in the arcade playing race cars.then i felt like doing that.
but of course not la.
on the way to the skyride,
ellyn said that only paikia went to the arcade.
and sara agreed too.
hey hey hey... i thought I was the only anti-arcade here...

so we boarded the skyride(this was the treat)
ya and i was so scared,
i started laughing and crying at the same time.
WALAO i didn know i was scared of heights!
tears were welling over my eyes la pls!
and then jiehui said she wanted to sing the birthday song.
OMG!
i'm getting FREAKED and you SING THE BDAY SONG?!
alot of xin yi la...
but i was so FREAKED!
thanks anyway(:
loved it. HAHAHAHHA.
rather, loved the luge.
must be specific(:

hahahahah(:
we played at the beach!
ya at one of the beaches,
there was a naked baby.
-____-
ellyn, sara, jiehui, shuek chian made such a big deal outta it.
PLEASE LOR!
its a BABY, for heaven's sake.
why put our societal rules on innocent babies.
even ADULTS go strip bathing la!
ok BACK TO THE POINT.
there was this guy that kept staring at us.
so ellyn said we better go take care of our bags.
ya bs la.
after he walked away,
we went to climb the rocks!
hahaha!
very fun.
and we sat on a palm tree.
!!!! yay!!!
funfunfunfun!

ya then we were all like dragging our feet by the time we boarded the bus to imbiah(HAHAHA)
only jiehui so energetic.
still go buy desert.
i was so happy when the bus came to take us to the monorail station.
boarded it, and went back to vivo!

we bought DONUTS!
YAYAY!
on sun when joanna told me she was gonna buy donuts,
i was so sad, cos i thought vivo dun have.
BUT HAVE!!! woots!
so i bought 6 donuts for my fanily to try.
(cos my daddy said donuts "so sweeeeeeet!")
mummy and daddy reaction: HUH. so fattening!!!
hmmm. my mum even suggested giving some to my neighbours.
haha. BS lor.
its either i finish all on my own, or nobody's touching my donuts!!!
ok i sound like some selfish peep.
actually i bought a couple for my bro.
but i forgot he has hand-foot and mouth.
ohh mann.
i hope he can eat.
it'll be my get well soon pressie
hahahahahaahaha.
i love my brother!

ok whatever.
my brother has a whole week of not going to school.
and i thought I was lucky for not needing to go to school for 3 days.
sheesh.
life's ironical.
i was still laughing at him for having to go to school.

ok i read 5 books in 2 days!
HAHAHA!
i'm so happy i'm reading again.
i put down reading for band, and the comp.
so when i spent the whole day reading...
hen shuang de gan jue...
YAY!

OH OH OH!!!
LIVIA de SHIFU is gonna teach me BAKINGG
YAYYY! i can't WAIIT!
kitchen mouse!!!
yaydeyaydeyay! LAledeeLAledee!
ok sorry.
i'm OVERLY high n0w.
AHHH! so happy!
its gonna be erhum's erhum.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
no no its a mi4 mi4.
bu4 neng2 shuo1 de4 mi4 mi4 ni2 ting1 guo4 ma1?

oh wells.
wanted to buy the Secret DVD.
but looked at the price...
NAHHHH.
wait till there's 20% discount...
i want the score tho.
EUNICE CHOONG! rmb!!!

okie okie.
i'm still wondering if i should learn tennis from eunice.
she'll kill me la...
FLAT.
ok ok ok!! hyperbole!
i rmb i totally screwed tennis.
my daddy's tennis gang was totally upset la...
another reason i REFUSE to go learn tennis.
they'll definitely ask me to play.
and to play with them is to ask for SHYYTE.
UGH!
NEXT TOPIC!

i'm nervous for results.

ok. now my HIGH-ness shall take over.

nightss<3
junying.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10/08/2007
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Saturday, October 06, 2007

ok.
life after exams are good, i guess.
taught Eunice maths today...
but we ended up slacking.
she's so fun to teach.
i teach her,
gives her a stack of worksheets,
and she gives me her ipodd phone
and i play, while she works.

if all students were so fun(:

after she left,
read Faultline by Janet Tashjian.
and Mississppi Bridge by Mildred D Taylor.
good books man.
if i could write like them...

Faultline's about this girl called Becky,
who's in denial that her boyfriend Kip is abusing her.
yea and Kip doesn wanna know,
or rather, justifies that his acts were because of Becky.
walao. he loves her WAAAAyyyy to much man.
she just leave liao,
immediately pull her back.
the part where he accidentally pulls her hoop out from her ear
(sorry its YANK)
and she bleeds like TOTALLY.
my gosh.
freaky.
but its real good.
"life's what you're stuck with while you're waiting to have one."
go read it(:
yea and Becky's suuper brave.

moral of the story:
dun even GET yourself into a relationship.
don't,
and you wun be abused.
foolproof way.

msn's abit off today...
hmmm.
can't sign in...
dots.

my goal for the month october:
LET GO off troubles.
why stick to it when you can
LET GO.

yea i'm in a major need for this.
keep thinking about the past and comparing it.
let go let go.

i am SO not going into some form of relationship,
and its gonna take me months 'fore i'm gonna really trust someone.

-i've been backstabbed waaayyyy to many times.

let go let go.

ooh! beatrice is gonna invite me to CHURCH!
yay!
but rongxian is there.
piangeh.
he daos me everytime we meet each other at the hdb blocks there.
oh mann.

yea the past: primary school.
oh mann.
that was LIFE.
i was thinking bout all the things in primary school.
oh mann.
i've always been very concerned for sandy la...
and its like wth. she's smoking?!
and drinking?!
AHHH. i feel like a total failure.
SERIOUS.
and the funniest thing is:
in primary school i was ultra close to the girls
now,
i'm ultra close to the guys.
as in friends.
OBVIOUSLY.

oh mann.
band's gonna start soon.
my ball of string is gonna continue to unroll
(unroll till i die la)
and my baritong sax is in the bandroom -____-
i wanted to bring it home!!!
shyyte.
like i haven touched it since 2 tuesdays ago.
and my breath is so gonna fall short.
AHHHH.
please dun die breath,
please dun die.

and i would like to end with a quote:
"wherever you go, there you are."
-Faultline.

love,
junying<3

FUH-REEEEEEEEE!

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10/06/2007
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Friday, October 05, 2007

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

i am FREEEEEEE!

oh yea man oh yea!

anyway,
MAGENTA officially has NO MORE RED AND NO MORE BLUE!
HAIS.
kinda sad when i typed the above sentence.
pretty depressing.

my gosh!
you know i realise almost everytime i go out with peeps,
its the 8th or has an 8 inside!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
8th dec 2006- the sino-spore exchange outing!!!!
8th sept 2007- MY DEAR MINDCHAMPS FRIENDS(minus someone i feel like smacking now)
8th oct 2007- ELLYN AND MY BIRTHDAY PARTY!!! hahahahahahahahahahahaha!

OMGOMGOMGOMOGMG
HIGHIGHIGHIGH!
i'm so HAPPPAYE!

anyway.
life's been kinda down.
everyday face some sorta dejection.
sighs.
only when i go online i chat with a few people
then i'm truly relaxed.
oh and when i read the bible.

but sheesh.
whats with my broken heart,
stress and what not.
siighs.

ok la.
during maths paper 2 i was seriosuly distracted.
some girl was making me feel like a total DUMP.
for writing the WRONG CARELESS answer.
and HER STUPID SADDISTIC FACE.
AHHHHH!
all i could think about for the first few questions was :
she's a ****h ****h!!!
OMG I TRIED CALMING MY SELF DOWN.
to no avail.
SHEESH.
suupser pissed with myself for everything.
maths cannot do well liao.
thats why aftr the paper i purposely go home myself,
then sit at the bus stop by myself.
even when my whole class mates were chattering away noisily.
!!!!
so pissed with my self.

she is going DOWN.
so glad that *jc is taking her away.
CEDAR so dunnit her kind of liao lor.

magenta's mixing with yellow!!!
haHAHahahahahah.
i'm really quite depressed.
ok la.
OVER
OVER
OVER
OVER.

everything's OVER.

yea really everything.

-love,
junying<3

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10/05/2007
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Sunday, September 30, 2007

THE POTENTIAL BREAK UP SONG=<3


La da da la la la
La da da la la la
La da da la la la la la
It took too longIt took too long
It took too long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday
I played alongI played along
I played along
Rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?
The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know
You're not living'
Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting'
Til you're getting, getting me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me
We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back
You can send it in a box
I don't care
Just drop it off
I won't be home
Cause without me you know you're lost
Minus you, I'm better off
Soon you will know
You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting me
You're not living
'til you're living, living for me
You can try
You can try
You know I'd know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you betta think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly messed up the situation
That you're gonna miss dearly, dearly
Come on!
You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please, Please, tell me
This is the potential makeup song
Please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be
Which will it be
La da da la la la
La da da la la la
La da da la la la la la

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9/30/2007
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Saturday, September 29, 2007

i tell you my brother and i must be the lamest siblings in the world.
HENG: jie jie, you know learning Japanese is VERY good, because-
JIE JIE: you can scold people right!
HENG: ya and i-
JIE JIE: BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA!
HENG: INU INU INU INU INU(however you spell it)
yar so we were baka-ing and inu-ing each other.
LOL.

i'm extremely happy with what i did today.
10-12 literature
ms fang came and she went thru all the themes in roll of thunder.
then we sorta side tracked when she came to racism(she always does)
relating it to singapore context
and saying that she enjoys all the tours of going into mosques and temples.
me: erm. i thoughts christians cannot go into other religions temeples?
ms fang: *shakes head* no... thats what alot of christians feel...
then she talked and talked about her dragon vase and how christians break it because they view it as demonic,
but she says "its her culture" and that by associating the vase as demonic,
one is relating taoism into christianity,
and thats even worse.
she always gives me insights into christianity(cos she always sidetracks)(:

1-3 maths
pretty stupid.
i went there 7minutes late.
she gave me the worksheet 10 minutes later.
i did the worksheet in 30min and marked it and did corrections.
give her back at 2pm.
stoned at my desk for 45min cos she was overly busy.
WITHOUT doing work.
and then at 2.45, she gave me a paper,
and told me i could do it at home cos my lesson was over.
-______-""""
dots la.

3.30-630
chionged my science rev before mr chua started.
he started surprisingly earlier than usual
LOL.
mr chua: at 2011 it will be my 30 YEAR OLD BIRTHDAY!
peiyin and i sniggers.
(he's like 56plus plus plus alot ah!)
mrchua: what huh dun believe i'm 30 years old ah!
he's suuper stupid i tell you.
ok.
then on our way back home,
beatrice and i were chatting
and she said bout the marists.
dunno why
our whole conversations basically revolved round marists and cedar.
omg very stuupid.
she said one of the guys among mr chua peeps was her first crush in kindergarden.
LOL.
i had this big -.-"
beatrice is so funnily lame la.

oh then i came home and studied history!!!!
harharhar.
chapter1-3 read thru(did that 2 weeks ago)
chapter 5-6 S.O.S(thursday)
chapter 7-8 series of events (ytd)
chapter 9 comparison between PAP and malaysian gvmt.

very proud of how i organised thoughts(:
*grins*
<3

now is chionging!
my mum's coming back tmr.
so definitely must chiong:X

love ya peeps,
junying<3

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9/29/2007
0 people in the crowd heard my words

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